Best Day of My Life..

The moment I saw you,

walk through those double doors,

I felt a strong connection,

From my heart to yours.

It was as if time had stopped,

When my eyes came upon you.

Everything but you and I stood still,

And our relationship had become anew.

I have never felt the way I did,

When you came into my sight.

I have never looked at you the way I had,

On that love-stricken night.

So many thoughts and feelings,

Ran through my mind.

While I frantically searched for a way,

To overcome that nervous time.

Sweat built on my hands,

And also on my face.

My heart was beating faster,

Than its ordinary pace.

Butterflies flew in my stomach,

Excitement circulated through my veins.

Ecstatic yet so shy on that night,

My love for you stood and still remains.

The best day of my life,

So far as I've been living.

You've no idea of what I've received from you,

And to this day you keep on giving.

You're by far the most wonderful girl I've ever met.

Too many qualities and great things about you to name.

I hope we stay together forever,

Because life without you would never be the same.

How I feel for You..

You are beautiful to me in more ways than you can see,

You are always on my mind,

it is obvious that you are the world to me.

From your amazing smile, to the sparkle in your eye,

I don't know how else to say it,

you make me want to be a better guy.

You can think that I am crazy,

and you can think that I am a fool,

But everytime that I am with you, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.

Since the day I set eyes on you, your all that I have been thinking of,

Just take my hand, and I will give you everlasting love.

I do not know how to explain it, I feel I'm losing my mind,

But a girl as wonderful as you, is very hard to find.

You mean a lot to me, and you are special in your own way,

You make me feel good inside, and you light up my day.

In all past relationships all they did was give you pain and harm, but I promise you this,

as long as your with me,I will never do you wrong.

There is nothing more than I would rather do,

than taking the time, and spending it with you.

You make me laugh, and you make me smile, on you God went the extra mile.

There is something special about you that sets you apart,

and when I laid eyes on you, you captured my heart.

I have prayed to God to bring me someone like you,

And once you came into my life, I knew that my wish had come true.

I am in love with you, and you are always on my mind,

I want to say I love you, and I want you forever by my side.

I Love You..

You're my special love beyond compare,

A star shining above the rest,

I desire for you to be aware,

To me you're the absolute best,

I need you near me everyday,

To make my life much better,

I need your soft lips to press against mine,

your soft arms wrapped around me tightly,

I try to find the words,

To express the feeling in my heart,

I try to show you that I care,

but I don't know where to start,

I guess I'll start right here,

and I guess I'll start right now,

I'll tell you that I love you,

and I'll tell you why and how,

You are the one who brightens my day,

with your smile bright and glowing,

You are the one whom I wake up for,

each and every morning,

As I look into your eyes,

It's hard for me to say,

My love and care grows,

With each passing day,

With my heart's passion,

And feelings so true,

I can't help but say,

I'm in love with you,

So, when I say I Love you,

I mean it from the bottom of my heart,

You've healed me when I was so sick,

I believe you're in me, not far apart.

I'll never be with You..

I do not know what to think

I do not know what to do

I am sitting here in tears

Because I will never be with you

I thought you would be the one

To take away my feelings of blue

But now I can see

That I was so truely wrong

I have been thinking a long time

About you and me

But now I can see

That maybe it was never meant to be

Where do I go from here?

What am I meant to think?

I think of you, and shed a tear

As my confidence slowly sinks

I could not care less

About anything other than you right now

I feel such a mess

How did I fall for you so quickly?

Tell me...How?!

You are so perfect in my mind

I do not want no one else but you

But my friends keep telling me

That in time

I will find

Someone new

I do not think I can believe them this time

As I like you so much

I can not help but imagine the wedding bells chime

But you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

Things Untold...

I wish I could say

How much I care for you

But I don't know how

So here's what I'll do

I'll write you a letter

Saying what I've been through

Day after day

Always thinking of you

I don't see you much

But when I do it makes me cry

So I'll write to you

Without a lie

I'll say that I love you

The first line that I write

So you instantly know

At your first sght

I'll say that I dream

I'll say that I fly

And without you

I'd probably die

I'll say that I smile

As I write you the note

I'll say that I wished

I could wear your big coat

I'll say that whenever

I close my eyes

I see you face

It never dies

I'll say that you're perfect

In every possible way

That I wish I could hold you

Every single day

I'll say that I wish

You were here with me

But it's crazy beacuse

I know you can't be

Do you think about me

Or did you forget

The things we had done

And the goals we had set

But after I read

My note once again

I realize I'd never send it

It's a waist of my pen

You'd see it, and read it

Then throw it away

You don't care anymore

To yourself you would say

I stare at my paper

With a sad pout

The shred it to peices

And throw it out

My Tears...

You'd say baby I love you

I'd say I love you too...

I liked it when you called me baby

but now I need someone to save me

from the misery

the sleepless nights

the pain

of a broken heart

of a lost soul

I don;t know what to do anymore

I am so lost without you

My love was real

I'm thinking yours was fake

I would never have hurt you

the way you hurt me

I would never have made you cry

the way you made me cry

I would never have made you cry

as many times you made me

I cry almost every night now

I wish I had saved all those tears

that you made me cry

so I can drown you in them

I wish I had you

I wish I had someone to hold me

the way you held me

I wish I had someone to kiss me

the way you kissed me

I wish I had someone to make me feel special

the way you made me feel special

I wish I had someone to make me feel beautiful

the way you made me feel beautiful

the way you told me I was beautiful

am I not beautiful now?

am I not special now?

am I not kissable now?

am I not holdable now?

I wish so many things

My biggest wish is you

I wish all these things

The only wish I want to come true is you

It's dissapointing

I know I can't have you

But I wish I had you

I have had you in the past

but i screwed up

I made no effort

I love you so much

All I need is your touch

I can't get your touch

and can't have you

The last time you touched me

You hit me

whether you were playing or not

your last touch was when you hit me

the love

the pain

they say dont cry because its over

smile because it happened

but I'm not smiling

I'm crying

I cry tonight

If I could...

If I could turn and walk away,

And start all over again..

I can forget I ever knew you,

I could live in a world of pretend.

But everytime I open my eyes,

It's back to reality.

Things I've tried to forget,

Are back again with me.

I could go through life,

Never saying your name.

I could live each day..

Looking for a place to lay the blame.

I could feel bitter,

For the way things turned out.

But I choose not to be,

That's not what I'm about.

I could forever long for you,

And this I'll probably do.

If only I could've touched your face..

At least one dream would've come true.

I could say I hate you,

But it would be a lie.

I could wish I'd never met you,

So I'd never had a sad goodbye.

But no matter the tears,

The aches I felt inside,

I still can't regret knowing you,

My feelings I've never denied.

I chose to remember you,

The way you were with me.

Things you said and felt..

I hold in loving memory.

Even though it was a heartache,

Only waiting to begin,

What I experienced with you...

Was the best place I've ever been.