I am alone...

I'm sitting here alone

Realizing you are gone.

I know I cant change things

I know I was wrong.

They all say I dont need you,

They all say I'm better off.

They don't understand I love you,

Yet I never said it enough.

I regret what I did,

But I can't take it back,

Wish I could hold you!

I want you back.

I know you deserve better,

I know I'm messed up,

But can't go on without you,

I miss you so much!

Baby I'm sorry,

I know I said it before.

I mean it more than ever

Knowing our love is now behind a closed door.

I didn't realize what I had,

Till I lost you.

My heart bleeds inside,

And I can't forget you.

Cant you find it in your heart to forgive me,

Love me once again?

Tell me everythings alright,

Tell me its not the end!

Yet I know the end is now,

I know you'll never love me again.

I'm sorry baby

That I was the one to let you down.

Whatever I think is about You

With you I can be fee cause I know you love me

You'll never judge anything I say and you'll let me be

Every feeling for you I make sure to show

You are the smile on my face if I ever feel low

You're a person who is the best so true and kind

Your love and soul took me 3 years to find

Yet the whole time you were standing in front of me

Yet to the world around us it was so obvious to see

I'm lost in your eyes each time I connect with your heart

In my heart heart and mind you'll always be a part

These feelings continue to grow to the love of my life

You are my sunshine who took away all my strife

You are my eternal life the smile of my soul

Its your presence and love that keeps me whole

You are the dream I see every single night

A love between you and me I must hold tight

I fall in love with you every time I see your face

In your heart and mind I'll be and no other place

You are my should to cry on, we were meant to be

Forever in each others heart, baby thank you for loving me.

When I dream..

When we’re apart you’re all I think of.

I long to see your eyes and smile.

Eyes that sparkles like precious gems.

A smile that lights up my heart with joy and love,

like the Light of the World shining down from Heaven.

I long to hold your hand.

Just a touch warms my soul on the coldest day.

I long to hold you in my arms.

Arms that give me such a sense of security

that nothing could ever take you from me.

I long to kiss your precious lips.

Lips as sweet as candy exploding with passion.

Forgive me if when we’re together

I can’t stop adoring your divine beauty.

Even though you don’t tell me you love me,

I know what love feels and looks like.

I see love glistening in your eyes.

I feel love in the warmth of you hands

and in the tremble of you kiss.

You may not be sure that you love me yet,

but I have no doubts that you do.

I often think I’m the luckiest man in the world,

but God constantly reminds me that is not so.

It is His blessing, not luck

for me to have an angel like you.

Without You...

Without you, the city falls asleep softly,

Without you, the color disappears slowly,

Without you, the trees forget the wind,

Without you, the night is chagrined.

Without you, my music does not amaze,

Without you, my hours are days,

Without you, my heart gets bored,

Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.

Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,

Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead,

Without you, there are no heavens,

Without you, the time forgets its reasons.

Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen,

Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean,

Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,

Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...

My love, where are you hidden?

Without you, my happiness is forbidden,

My heart without you, is not at all replete,

My life without you, is so incomplete...

Lonely Nights

Since you’re gone

There is an empty space

Since you’re gone

The world is not the same

I go back to the places we’ve been

It feels like you’re still there

I live all those moments again

Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone

There is a lonely heart

Since you’re gone

Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place

Bringing it back all so clear

I remember all of those days

Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone

There is a heart that bleeds

Since you’re gone

I’m not the man I used to be

I follow you're steps in the snow

The traces disappear

We know what we’ve lost when it’s gone

I’m wishing you were here

All those lonely nights

I lied on my bed and cried

I still think of you

Yes I do....

Reasons for My Love

I love how we met, that cool summer night

The way you looked, your shirt so tight

I loved our first date, on the back of my bike

I fell for you, holding me tight

I love your smile, and your full lips

When ours meet, heaven in a glimpse

I love your sweetness, how you make me first

You fill my heart, enough to burst

I love watching Conan, with you by my side

Those long summer nights, with never a goodbye

I love how you, are just like me

We belong together, in a house by the sea

I love the look, that you give with grace

Whenever I, wipe the hair from your face

I love you, more than I can say

Always had me wishing, for one more day

I love you, that will never change

If you left, I would derange

I love it when, your hair is a mess

When you’re on top, in a sundress

I love it how, I can put you over the table

And hear you say, that you want to rail

I love you, for everything you are

For the times we spent, together in my car

I love you, cause I know you’ll be here

When I go to sleep, to hold me secure.

I miss You

I love you baby

But you will never know

I never got to tell you

Or let you show

I miss you so much

Words couldn't even say

All the love we had for each other

Will never go away

The day you got in the wreck

You left without me knowing

I didn't know you were gone

You didn't call or write a note showing

I got out of bed

And started looking for you

I couldn't find you no where

I didn't know what to do

I called your cell phone so many times

But you didn't answer me

There was something wrong

But I just couldn't see

About 15 minutes later

Two police men were at my door

Something was wrong I could see it in there eyes

I just felt it more and more

They asked to come inside

I said sure

The news they were about to say

Would hurt me more

They looked me in the eyes

And said sorry but your husband is dead

I didn't know what to say all I know is tears where falling down

No words were said

I thought in my head

Why does this happen to the people that you love

He was the reason I was here

He was my angel sent from up above

I've had a rough time

Ever since that day

Every night I cry myself to sleep

The tears wont go away

Everything comes back

The times that was shared

All the poems you wrote me

I read every night to show how much I cared

Even though your not here with me now

I'll have you in my heart

It's been so hard on me

I'm just torn apart

Baby I love you

And I miss you oh so much

It really hurts bad that I can't say that to you in real life

And to feel your touch

But I always know

That you love me too

And miss me..

Baby I'll soon be with you.