Every Moment...

Thinking about you

Every moment of the day,

Thinking of something

I could say

To tell you how much

I love you so

If I could

I just don't know.

I love you so much

Its so hard to explain

But I do and it

Drives me insane

To have you not

And to feel this way

Its real hard

I miss you my babe!

You my love

Are my everything,

my light my world

my dream, my sweet girl.

I love everything about you

Everything and more

I love the little things you do

Which I so much adore.

Never will I find anyone

As close as you,

Never will I ever want

To replace you!

You forever,

And that's my need.

I don't want it any other way

I'll beg on my knees

Cause it hard enough

Not having you now

But in my heart

You are safe and sound,

You my dear,

My hug bear,

Everything I love about you

I swear,

And if true love

Feels this way

Then I'm drowning in a pool

Of it everyday.

I miss you my love,

Wish you were here

So I could whisper one thing

Into your ear

That would be so true

I would say that,

I forever will love you.

Far far away.....

Thinking of you today what great joy you bring,

You're so beautiful like a fresh Tulip in spring.

Oh What warmth you bring my heart,

Miss you so much when we are apart.

I think of you every night and day,

Would like to be with you now if there was a way!

Oh how my heart aches when I cannot see you,

Tears roll down my cheeks like morning dew.

Winter has passed and spring has arrived,

Two months of your LOVE have I been deprived.

Missing your presence in every way,

I LOVE YOU so much what more can I say.

Though these days our eyes do not meet,

Thinking of you still makes my heart beat.

Far you may be like a lost fallen feather,

But close are our heats will always be together.

Times are hard now but soon it will pass,

Then I will be able to see you again at last.

Everything then will be as smooth as butter,

You and I will have our "Happily ever after!"

Thinking of you what great joy you bring,

Your smile like the warm sunshine in spring.

In my World...

I have been thinking of you,

And the way you make me feel.

I'm getting scared now

Cause these feelings feel so real,

I've always felt it,

But it's never been this strong

I cannot fall now

I've got to hold on.

When my eyes are on you

It's so hard to look away.

When its time too leave you

I so badly want to stay.

I want to tell you

What's running through my head

But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,

Cause I want nothing to jeopardize

The friendship that we created over the years,

And I don't want to be left

Heartbroken and in tears.

I want you to know how I feel,

And that I mean it, sometimes

I just want to scream it, its real.

These words have been bottled up inside

They explain the feelings I hide

And the failed times I've tried.

I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,

Thinking of ways,

Don't know where to begin.

Deeply confused,

Don't know what to do,

I'll just leave it be, wait and see,

It will happen if it's meant to be.

I have your friendship,

But I really want your heart

This is tearing me apart;

I don't know what to do

I just want to be with you,

Make you happy and make you smile.

Though times I cant see you for a while,

Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.

It's hard to know you're with someone else

When all I want is you here with me,

I want to show you what this could be;

I don't want to tell you

I want you to just open up your eyes and see.

I want you to feel it,

The feelings that I feel,

I really want to show them,

These feelings are so real.

But I can't show you,

I probably never will because

I want to walk, but your standing still.

These are the feelings inside of me,

That are locked away

Waiting to be free,

Drowning my heart in misery.