My horrible dream...

My phone buzzed all night, 

But I tried to ignore it.

Early the next morning 

It finally woke me.a

Still half asleep I picked it up....

My heart got excited, 

The text was from you.

But it soon calms down as I read on...

You said that you were sorry ,

And that you hope we can be friends.

But you are starting to think 

Our relationship needs to end.

I shut the phone and take it all in.

I guess I never thought that you be gone,

But now that you are,

I don’t think I can be strong..!!

And then I hear my mom call my name,

She sounds so very far away.

I wake up and realize it was just a dream.... 

And then I hear it…that dreadful sound,

The sound of my phone receiving a text;

I pick it up opening it slowly, 

Praying that my dream doesn’t come true

And then my world crashes down...

Because you said those awful words;

The ones that took me away from you...

Love gone...

We started as friends.

Never did we imagine,

Never did we realize

We’ll end up lovers.

First few months were sweet.

Every moment worth to keep.

First kiss was ecstatic,

First touch was magnetic.

Never been dull when were together,

We make each day to last forever.

Hearts unite, love abounds

It felt good being in love.

Now, I see a different you.

Silent words, cold touch,

Vague look, empty smile,

All you give makes me blue.

All I do is cry..!!

I fail no matter how I try.

My walls silently listen

As if it feels my painful heart.

I know no mistake I did,

I have just loved and cared much...

If I could just be numb

So as not be hurt.

I wish to end this life,

Broken heart and broken soul...

Is the love gone?

Or you have just found somebody new?

Tell me honestly,

Say goodbye if you must...

Though today it hurts much

Tomorrow, I deserve to laugh.

All I thought...

Knowing someone like you

On the day that I was feeling blue,

Was an unforgettable moment

That I always thought you were heaven-sent.

Days went by

You painted my face with a sweet smile; 

Then later on, we’ve turned out to be lovers

That I thought we were like charming blooming flowers.

I’ve been to places that I’ve never been before,

I’ve been there with you, and I thought I couldn’t ask for more.

All the time we’ve been together

I thought it was like an adventure...

I remember the day when it was sunny,

We were still happy even if we have no money

‘Cause I’ve believed that having you, was like having a treasure;

And I thought loving you was my ever pleasure.

I always thought you were an angel in disguise,

I saw caring in your eyes,

You were an out of the ordinary being 

I thought you were the one I was always searching...

Your presence made my world go round,

Your absence always made me frown.

You took away all my fears

That was why I thought, you would also wipe away my tears...

I liked the way you talk,

I even appreciated the way you walk.

But you were eaten by your pride

And I thought I could just carry on inside...

I’ve been good,

But you’ve been rude

I was there

I thought you would care.

You’ve got tenderness in every touch,

I thought you really missed me so much,

I gave you my loyalty,

And so I thought you were also dedicated to me...

I always thought you were the one;

I thought you would be there with a helping hand;

And I thought the best love story had begun

But what hurts most, I thought you were my girl…

Remembrance...

Where we are

Is where we've always been.

And I will go with you

Crossing the dunes to Black Point

Counting the life rings of broken branches...

It was happiness, left unspoken

That set it all here

Praying at the failing of the altar

Pouring it out for credence dear...

A feeling from the speaking moon

Hand and hand it all unfurled;

Should've stayed on route

Driving the burden down the line,

from impending hate...

You and I took it for life !

Summer sweat smelled through citronella

When the mosquitoes came out

Biting and swelling me more and more,

'Til it became harder and harder to breathe...

You sang...

" Sweet love take me away

King of the tides left me crumbling

While I'm left with nothing to say. "

At your deliverance...

The panorama closing in

Playing time against it all.

In narrow view of where it all began,

With a rock under the bridge of the beach;

Chalked with our names

Forever to blame for our demise,

Mumbling of angel's words,

The gleam shine through the fray of severance...

" Crying at your door

Knocking in agony, ignored

Each gasp to let me in

As tears continued to pour... "

Only love did me this way,

Sweet moment of stumbling

On my final stay of remembrance... !!!