Remember When...

Remember when I held on to your waist

And when you looked into my eyes

Remember when you thought I were

Better than all the other guys...

Remember when I got the courage

And I asked you out at the dance

Remember when we were really close

We'd always be holding hands...

Remember when I said you were an angel

As I held you in my arms so tight

Every feeling, every thought

Everything felt so right...

Remember when I used to kiss you on the cheek

And check off another goal on your list every week

Remember when everyone wished they could see the love we see

Remember when they were all jealous of you and me...

Remember that day

Our one-year mark,

Paradise took us away

Out of the dark...

Remember when you were my entire world

And I'd do anything for you just 'cause you were my girl

Remember when you said I was your best friend

We promised each other our friendship will never end...

Remember that day,

The day you broke my heart.

The day I felt my whole world fall apart.

You used to tell me anything and you said you'd never lie

Now you say you couldn't tell me the truth

Because if you did, you'd start to cry...

Through the good and the bad,

We found joy in each other

When we were sad.

All these memories are falling through

There are a thousand thoughts of you

Remember when...

...Remember...

Begging...

Please come back,

I'm sorry for the way I act !

Don't turn away,

I'll try hard to be your way !

Please don't leave,

I need you here with me !

Please don't tell me we're done,

Because my heart says you're the one !

Don't say what we had was gone,

Because I can tell you you're wrong.

I love you, don't turn away

I need you to help me through these days

Don't say you still want to be friends,

I don't want to be friends, please don't let us end...

What can I do to make you see 

That I've given you all of me ?

I can't stop thinking of you,

I can't stand you want to be through.

How can I show you

That my words are true ?

I'm here on my knees begging you

To stop this talk about us being through.

You said forever,

Then why now are you saying never ?

I gave you everything I am,

You say without you I can move on ! I don't see how I can !

I told you things I could never voice,

Now you're tearing me up and not giving me a choice !

I'm begging you, I'm sorry

Please give us another chance to be.

Don't throw away all we had,

Don't make my happy world turn so sad...

Please don't break my heart again,

Please not after I fought so hard for us to begin...

Please don't say its not so

Because I'm telling you from the bottom of my heart I know !

I'm begging you

I'm on my knees, I don't know what to do...

Please don't let us end

Because with all my memories we could never truly be friends...

Last-First Kiss...

Never in my life, 

Had I felt as good as this

It was a love short lived,

Which I'll forever miss.

For a moment in time

The world had stopped moving

I was caught in the best

What then, was I proving?

It was all so cliche,

How fast she had my heart,

But things dont last forever

How soon, it was torn apart.

I just dont understand what happened

It seemed so perfect, or so I thought,

We kissed that night ,

It just seemed so right,

To me, it really meant a lot.

After that night, I waited so long

To hear her voice once more,

But she avoided me, and forgot I could feel

It was her last walk out of my door. 

When we used to hang out, 

She'd tell me how shy she would be

And to just say what I was feeling inside;

But its not me, its her

That needs to grow up and see

That her silence just makes me cry.

I just want her to say, why she left me this way

Without a single word of goodbye

Her truthful words would have caused hurt feelings

But her silence hurts more than a lie. 

I just long for the day to see her again

To show her the hurt she has endured to my soul

To make her realize, what she has done to my heart

The piece I'll never get back, which she stole... 

When I see her around I hope she realizes

She lost the best thing she could have had,

But I want her so much, 

Despite how she broke my heart,

For eternity, I'll forever be sad.

But I won't say a word

I will just let her slip away

What I thought I had, I have lost

She's gone from my life, 

Its something I'll forever miss

I'll always remember her, 

And our last and first kiss...

Reflection...

I look into the mirror 

Not sure of what I see, 

Cause lately all there’s been 

Are reflections of you and me. 

Last time I looked into the mirror 

I wasn’t ready for the reflection I saw, 

I saw you holding me, hugging me 

Kissing me and all... 

Unsure of what I’d seen 

I tried it once again. 

For surely there was no such thing 

That could bring me back to “then” ! 

And as I looked into the mirror, 

My mind didn’t know what to do 

Cause I saw you looking in my eyes 

And telling me “I love you” !

And once again I looked in the mirror 

Just to once again relive the past, 

Or at least for a couple minutes 

Make the memories last. 

And this time when I looked 

I broke down right then and there. 

And then started forming 

A single crimson tear 

I saw you right in front of me, 

With something in your hands 

I tried to lean closer 

To help me understand. 

I reassured my doubts 

And I know this for a fact 

I saw you take a knife 

And thrust it in my back !