Memory

You left me wondering around,

No longer do I feel safe and sound,

Stumbling on your favorite blue shirt

Can't keep all of this in heart.

I loved you so damn much,

That now I cry for your touch

That no longer comes my way

No matter how much I beg and pray.

Into my bed I crawl alone,

Just to smell your cologne,

It was few months ago that you said goodbye,

But your smell still lingers by...

It fills my body with such distress

Turning me into a total mess.

You didn't think of what you would do to me.

All you wanted was to be free!

So, me being stupid I opened the door

I let you through and cried even more!

I closed it shut and heard you leave

Footstep heading away from me.

You say that we weren't meant to be.

How do you dare say that to me!

I hold my broken heart in my hand

Trying to keep it together the best I can,

But no matter how much glue I use,

I still cry and feel abused.

For in this prison called my room,

I keep memories of me and you.

They haunt me every second of the day

I just wish this pain would go away.

I gathered all your things today,

Put them in a box and hid them away.

But I kept something to make me smile

I found it and took it from the pile.

A picture of you holding me;

A memory of what we used to be!

Every Moment...

Thinking about you

Every moment of the day,

Thinking of something

I could say

To tell you how much

I love you so

If I could

I just don't know.

I love you so much

Its so hard to explain

But I do and it

Drives me insane

To have you not

And to feel this way

Its real hard

I miss you my babe!

You my love

Are my everything,

my light my world

my dream, my sweet girl.

I love everything about you

Everything and more

I love the little things you do

Which I so much adore.

Never will I find anyone

As close as you,

Never will I ever want

To replace you!

You forever,

And that's my need.

I don't want it any other way

I'll beg on my knees

Cause it hard enough

Not having you now

But in my heart

You are safe and sound,

You my dear,

My hug bear,

Everything I love about you

I swear,

And if true love

Feels this way

Then I'm drowning in a pool

Of it everyday.

I miss you my love,

Wish you were here

So I could whisper one thing

Into your ear

That would be so true

I would say that,

I forever will love you.

Far far away.....

Thinking of you today what great joy you bring,

You're so beautiful like a fresh Tulip in spring.

Oh What warmth you bring my heart,

Miss you so much when we are apart.

I think of you every night and day,

Would like to be with you now if there was a way!

Oh how my heart aches when I cannot see you,

Tears roll down my cheeks like morning dew.

Winter has passed and spring has arrived,

Two months of your LOVE have I been deprived.

Missing your presence in every way,

I LOVE YOU so much what more can I say.

Though these days our eyes do not meet,

Thinking of you still makes my heart beat.

Far you may be like a lost fallen feather,

But close are our heats will always be together.

Times are hard now but soon it will pass,

Then I will be able to see you again at last.

Everything then will be as smooth as butter,

You and I will have our "Happily ever after!"

Thinking of you what great joy you bring,

Your smile like the warm sunshine in spring.

In my World...

I have been thinking of you,

And the way you make me feel.

I'm getting scared now

Cause these feelings feel so real,

I've always felt it,

But it's never been this strong

I cannot fall now

I've got to hold on.

When my eyes are on you

It's so hard to look away.

When its time too leave you

I so badly want to stay.

I want to tell you

What's running through my head

But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,

Cause I want nothing to jeopardize

The friendship that we created over the years,

And I don't want to be left

Heartbroken and in tears.

I want you to know how I feel,

And that I mean it, sometimes

I just want to scream it, its real.

These words have been bottled up inside

They explain the feelings I hide

And the failed times I've tried.

I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,

Thinking of ways,

Don't know where to begin.

Deeply confused,

Don't know what to do,

I'll just leave it be, wait and see,

It will happen if it's meant to be.

I have your friendship,

But I really want your heart

This is tearing me apart;

I don't know what to do

I just want to be with you,

Make you happy and make you smile.

Though times I cant see you for a while,

Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.

It's hard to know you're with someone else

When all I want is you here with me,

I want to show you what this could be;

I don't want to tell you

I want you to just open up your eyes and see.

I want you to feel it,

The feelings that I feel,

I really want to show them,

These feelings are so real.

But I can't show you,

I probably never will because

I want to walk, but your standing still.

These are the feelings inside of me,

That are locked away

Waiting to be free,

Drowning my heart in misery.

Thinking of You

I cant go to sleep I’m just thinking of you

Thinking of tonight

And all of the feelings coming through

When I’m with you,

There’s nowhere else I want to be

It’s just right

You with me

You make me melt when you kiss me

You make me faint when you touch me

I have all these emotions and I’m not sure why

I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life

Its 2 a.m. and I’m thinking of you

And all the crazy things you do

I’m so happy I want to cry

Just the fact that I’m with my dream guy

Your perfect in everyway

I prayed for someone like you

And God sent you my way

I’m wide-awake thinking of you

You must be an angel

There’s no other explanation

These feelings are real

Not just flirtation

I love being with you

Just watching the stars

Is so romantic with you

I don’t care what anyone else has to say

It’s just you and me

Forever I pray

I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you

These are tears of happiness

Its amazing how one person can transform your life

You’re all I want

Everything else is pointless

I don’t know how I feel

But I know that its forreal

I can honestly say I love you

While I cant go to sleep thinking of you.

You Are All I Think Of...

When we’re apart you’re all I think of.

I long to see your eyes and smile.

Eyes that sparkles like precious gems.

A smile that lights up my heart with joy and love,

Like the Light of the World shining down from Heaven.

I long to hold your hand.

Just a touch warms my soul on the coldest day.

I long to hold you in my arms.

Arms that give me such a sense of security

that nothing could ever take you from me.

I long to kiss your precious lips.

Lips as sweet as candy exploding with passion.

Forgive me if when we’re together

I can’t stop adoring your divine beauty.

Even though you don’t tell me you love me,

I know what love feels and looks like.

I see love glistening in your eyes.

I feel love in the warmth of your hands

And in the tremble of your kiss.

You may not be sure that you love me yet,

But I have no doubts that you do.

I often think I’m the luckiest man in the world,

But God constantly reminds me that is not so.

It is His blessing, not luck

For me to have an angel like you.

Help Me, Please...

I'm staring at your picture now,

Clutched tight in my hand.

Trying to work it out in my head,

And trying to understand.

You abandoned me so quickly,

And broken, I'm left here,

Crying out the memories;

A different one per tear.

Nothing we can say or do,

Can change what I have done

And nothing I can say or do,

Can change what Ive become.

No matter what you say to me,

I know that I'm to blame,

Cause If I'd just took your keys

All things would be the same.

So I'm sorry for the troubles,

And problems I have made,

And I'm so sorry that I couldn't change,

And drive you anyway.

I know your aware that I hate myself,

And now I hate me more,

Because again, I cant change the past,

To how it was before.

I can't take back all that I've done,

And everything I've not,

Cause I know more than anyone,

What's done can't be forgot.

But although unheard, I'm sorry.

Isn't that what all drunks say?

Well for tonight, I'll dry my eyes

And put your face away.

But as I turn to put your picture,

I set my beer by the door,

Something shiny glints at me,

That I simply cant ignore.

I contemplated slowly,

But still I took them out,

While morals merely whispered,

All temptation did was shout.

So I'll take my keys and car

To the place where you met Christ.

I've made the same mistake again,

But I'll make it more than twice.

Help me, please!

Do you think of me too?

As I lay here in bed

I think of you

I begin to wonder

Do you think of me too?

I imagine you're next to me,

Pulling me close,

I feel your kiss,

As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,

Pounding louder every second,

I begin to tremble,

As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,

To replace the breath that you just took away.

My body and soul

Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.

Your hands are touching my every inch,

With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,

Not one second can escape,

I want to stay in your arms,

But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,

Just a desire,

But in reality,

You have set my heart on fire.

True Love

When I first met you

I felt something was different

I knew you felt it too

But I didn't know how to handle it

It was something my heart, never knew

So I couldn't accept it

As time went by

I went along with it, but at the same time

I felt like I could fly

It was such a mystery to me

But I didn't care

I knew eventually that I would see

Now for the first time ever

You had opened my heart

Something no one else could do, and I mean never

It was such a wonderful start

To a path I never wanted to part

Wow! I thought, I want this forever

We were two wholes combined

The last link in a chained circle

To a complete happiness together

It seemed as though our souls had rhymed

It was simply the best

I couldn't have imagined anything better

Although there were times when we would fight

It would always work out for the better

Because we were just so tight

Nothing could stop us, not distance or time

It was as though we were invincible

And I wanted your heart to always be mine

Our love was too true for each other

Even if we would split up

The love would always remain forever

I know they say what's meant to be, will be

But in my heart, I know you are the only one for me

You are my soul mate, my friend, and my lover

I love you, and I always will.

In Quest of Love...

I slide along the edge of the stream,

Crossing the narrow road leading to it,

Search in the depth of the fussed ocean,

To find the portion reserved for me!

I wander throughout the universe,

Tracking the silvery, sparkled stars.

Conspicuously, I've was so exhausted,

My naive heart chose not to surrender!

I interrogate the reflective cloud,

It points me to the house of obscurity,

I hasten to go to the peaceful spot,

There was not even the shadow of it!

I had even walked out of boundaries,

To know whether which direction it took,

I crapped out and fell on the wrong road.

However, I was hopeful and undismayed!

Lastly, a quiescent mind appealing me,

Thus, my heart plunges under the ocean,

To strike the accuracy of the true love.

Meanwhile, I hope that it will discern it!

Hurt....

My love for you was plain to see

It was written all over me

A love so strong

Could not be wrong

It should last an eternity

Now it's just a memory

I've asked you why a thousand times

But lies filled your every line

Money took you away from me

Happiness you'll never see

My heart was filled with so much love

I tried to bring you back to me

Good-by was all you said to me

Of life's woes that is the one

That tore my heart and drained my soul

When the one you love will not stay

All you'll do is cry each day

Your mind is lost

There are no thoughts

The joys of life that move your heart

Are gone right at the start

Now pain was there for all to see

Even my friends abandoned me

The pain continues to this day

When will it go away?

Words were spoken to touch your heart

But boots and vacations closed that part

Lies and deceit right from the start

Cruelty came from your heart

Lies are what you said me

They hurt both you and me

Love like mine you will not find

It's gotten stronger over time

You know you're wrong in what you do

Does life have any meaning to you?

Hurt is what you gave to me

For you we'll have to wait and see.

For those that read this, understand that I lost the only woman that I ever loved.

If you have someone that you love and things go on the bad side, think of why that person is there. Appreciate them and show them that you love them.

A Broken Heart

A broken heart is what I feel

It leads to the flowing tears

The sorrow from this loneliness

Gives way to deeper fears

I hurt inside from losing you

I'm often asking why?

How could this end so suddenly?

I feel like I could die!

It wasn't very long ago

That you and I embraced,

It feels like only yesterday

And now my soul's displaced.

I'm trying to find a peaceful thought

Where you and I were strong,

But in the absence of your love

My happiness has totally gone.

For all the times we've laughed, we've hugged

And all the times we've kissed,

For all the times we've made sweet love

Your touch is what I've missed...

I truly hope there comes a day

When love will reunite

I'll wipe away these lonely tears,

That I pour throughout the night.