Road to Separation...

There are no words left to describe

All the hurt I feel inside...

The pain of your loss

Lingers in all that I do.

I'm wishing,

Praying,

I could be with you !

Why'd you have to go

And fall for her ?

Why'd you have to go

And leave me alone ?

Why'd you have to be on that road 

That night ?

Why'd you have to walk

Towards that pearly white light ?

There are no words left,

None that could ever describe

The pain of the hole that was left inside....

Day after day

I missed you so much...

Night after night

I could almost feel your touch...

In such a short time

You broke my heart twice;

And you left me here

Without so much as a goodbye !

Only a dream...

Your touch felt like heaven to me.

Your arms felt as real as reality.

More real than life has ever seemed.

You are all and everything I need.

You brought me to the highest ecstasy,

We're all alone, just you and me.

Your presents, far from an illusion.

True love, like a gentle conclusion.

We stayed in this embrace 'til past noon,

Why did this dream have to end so soon?

Feelings felt miraculously pure,

Reality felt so close to shore.

Forever was in your eyes,

Beautiful simplicity, no surprise.

Anything to stay here,

The only way to feel you near.

Please don't fade away,

I need you more and more each day.

I love you more than the highest mountain on earth,

I knew I belonged to you from the day of my birth.

This dream, only coming from my inner-mind,

But look at all I could find.

It's time to wake-up and face the morning breeze,

These tears I will have to seize.

I keep telling myself sadly, over and over again..

"It was only a dream"

But how can I believe it, when you were just standing before me?

Till we meet again...

Somebody came into my life unexpectedly.

I didn't know who that somebody is or who that may be;

During those days I was full of sorrow

Thinking about tomorrow !

Will I let that somebody completely cross the line 

And accept that it was really mine ?

Or will I just leave that somebody 

Then live my life usually ?

Suddenly, I had a dream..

At first I didn't know what does it mean,

But I continuously pray at night

Inside my room lit with a dim light..!!

Finally, I found the answer,

I am going to love this somebody, I swear

Call me a fool,

But I am willing now to share my body and soul..!

I called this somebody 'Meow';

I will shower all my care and love.

Asked my angel to be with me day and night;

Linger for another day and wait for the sun to light.

Yet something had happened without warning,

And left me with almost nothing.

My angel came unexpectedly,

Then went away unpredictably...!

It was so depressing,

I felt like dying;

But I was wrong,

Instead it made me strong..!!

Although my angel did go away,

But I know my angel will be with me everyday

To take all the sorrow,

And will help me face a successful tomorrow..!

My angel will still be here ,

My angel will ease my fear,

There will come a day 

That my angel will come again my way...

I know my angel won't be lonely

For my angel will always be alive in my memory.

Existence of death...

Existence is what I am here,

Solitude is what I fear,

All alone nothing but my own,

Without you I can't find home.

Invincible, I wish I would be..

The love I long for, why not me ?

This pain keeps me in sorrow

Hope there is a way tomorrow..!!

With him I see you face to face,

Fragile I am as my love comes in blaze..

Now I know you are million miles away;

Then forgetting is what I pray...

I keep on running to find a way

I was lost when I begged you to stay

You left me and still I am asking you why ?

Please stay! Please stay! Thats my cry...

I don't quite what now to say...

I am in misery! Please take it away.

How I feel you can never understand...

This pain made me lame, I can't stand.

Now the end is what I so long for

Dreadful I am; is this making me sore ?

Tears keep on falling and its like a threat

Made my existence feel like worse than death...