Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Silently...



They were out for walk when she turned him away
He was not gonna like it but she had to say

His face went pale and he put up his guard
Knowing her news would hit him hard

She said she can't love him, she was sorry, she tried
It was his left eye that teared, but his heart that cried

He said he loves her and he turned and ran
She called and yelled, "you're not even a man !"

She chased after him, though he drifted from sight
She was so scared now, concerned that he might

She got to his house, her worst fear came true
As he stood holding the knife, he yelled, "screw you !"

It took this moment to help her see
That she truly loved him, and he truly loved her

Now her love is on the edge, and it wasn't an act
She told him she loved him, that she took it all back

He said, "it's a lie, you don't love me
But this kitchen knife does and it can set me free !"

She started to beg, please honey, no
But he closed his eyes and in it did go

It was so much pain he couldn't stand anymore
He dropped to his knees, then down to the floor

She ran to his body and crouched at his side
The pain she was feeling she couldn't hide

It was all her fault, that her love took his life
It may as well have been her, holding the knife

She held his hand, and touched his face
She tried to stop the bleeding just above his waist

The last thing he said is forever in her mind
That she killed her true love and that's hard to find

She told him she loved him and she started to cry
He turned his head away, and silently died..

Tear-stained Face..



Tears poured down,
When her words came out.
Everything she said,
Was just another doubt.

He was never good enough,
Not even for him.
But now his dreams,
Flew by broken by a slur.

She said she loved him,
Then took it right back!
She said she cared,
But said it to attack!

One tear at a time,
Stained his ugly face.
No one knew he was so fragile,
Like a thin piece of lace.

He stared at the knife,
As a tear hit the ground,
Would he dare use it,
When it once spread his feelings around ?

He used to cut but stopped.
And was happy for a while.
But she killed him !
With her first smile.

He wondered why,
She would make him cry?
Make him not want to live,
But die?

With a tear stained face,
He took his life.
Killed himself,
With an already used knife.

He did it for love,
His tears said it all,
She was his depression,
When she pretened to fall.

No more tears,
On his tear stained face,
Nothing left,
But his misery that took place!

Crying...



I know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.

I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.

To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.

I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.

I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.

Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.

If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.

And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss.

Would You just Listen...



Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

He died from a broken heart...



He moved to a new town,
Felt like he was lost,
He always wore a frown,
Till he seen the angel across,

One day he met her,
It was like a sign,
She was so pretty just,
Endless like time,

Together they fell,
In deep love real fast,
Vowed to love each other,
That they'd always last,

Then it got stronger,
Deeper than thought,
He'd love her forever,
Felt life was to short,

Then something went wrong,
And they spent less time,
The boy started to wonder,
Is she even still mine,

Till one day she called,
And heres what she said,
"I'd rather be alone,
then with you instead !"

From that day on,
Inside more he died,
He couldn't let go,
No matter how hard he tried,

two and a half years have past,
In life he feels he has no part,
Twenty-one days later,
He died from a broken heart,

Here's to all you lovers,
Who don't picture yourselves apart,
Make sure you cherish every moment,
Right from the very start....

Monday, January 17, 2011

I am alone...



I'm sitting here alone
Realizing you are gone.
I know I cant change things
I know I was wrong.

They all say I dont need you,
They all say I'm better off.
They don't understand I love you,
Yet I never said it enough.

I regret what I did,
But I can't take it back,
Wish I could hold you!
I want you back.

I know you deserve better,
I know I'm messed up,
But can't go on without you,
I miss you so much!

Baby I'm sorry,
I know I said it before.
I mean it more than ever
Knowing our love is now behind a closed door.

I didn't realize what I had,
Till I lost you.
My heart bleeds inside,
And I can't forget you.

Cant you find it in your heart to forgive me,
Love me once again?
Tell me everythings alright,
Tell me its not the end!

Yet I know the end is now,
I know you'll never love me again.
I'm sorry baby
That I was the one to let you down.

Whatever I think is about You



With you I can be fee cause I know you love me
You'll never judge anything I say and you'll let me be
Every feeling for you I make sure to show
You are the smile on my face if I ever feel low

You're a person who is the best so true and kind
Your love and soul took me 3 years to find
Yet the whole time you were standing in front of me
Yet to the world around us it was so obvious to see

I'm lost in your eyes each time I connect with your heart
In my heart heart and mind you'll always be a part
These feelings continue to grow to the love of my life
You are my sunshine who took away all my strife

You are my eternal life the smile of my soul
Its your presence and love that keeps me whole
You are the dream I see every single night
A love between you and me I must hold tight

I fall in love with you every time I see your face
In your heart and mind I'll be and no other place
You are my should to cry on, we were meant to be
Forever in each others heart, baby thank you for loving me.

When I dream..



When we’re apart you’re all I think of.
I long to see your eyes and smile.
Eyes that sparkles like precious gems.
A smile that lights up my heart with joy and love,
like the Light of the World shining down from Heaven.
I long to hold your hand.
Just a touch warms my soul on the coldest day.
I long to hold you in my arms.
Arms that give me such a sense of security
that nothing could ever take you from me.
I long to kiss your precious lips.
Lips as sweet as candy exploding with passion.

Forgive me if when we’re together
I can’t stop adoring your divine beauty.
Even though you don’t tell me you love me,
I know what love feels and looks like.
I see love glistening in your eyes.
I feel love in the warmth of you hands
and in the tremble of you kiss.
You may not be sure that you love me yet,
but I have no doubts that you do.

I often think I’m the luckiest man in the world,
but God constantly reminds me that is not so.
It is His blessing, not luck
for me to have an angel like you.

Without You...



Without you, the city falls asleep softly,
Without you, the color disappears slowly,
Without you, the trees forget the wind,
Without you, the night is chagrined.

Without you, my music does not amaze,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, my heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.

Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,
Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead,
Without you, there are no heavens,
Without you, the time forgets its reasons.

Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen,
Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean,
Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,
Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...

My love, where are you hidden?
Without you, my happiness is forbidden,
My heart without you, is not at all replete,
My life without you, is so incomplete...

Lonely Nights



Since you’re gone
There is an empty space
Since you’re gone
The world is not the same

I go back to the places we’ve been
It feels like you’re still there
I live all those moments again
Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone
There is a lonely heart
Since you’re gone
Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place
Bringing it back all so clear
I remember all of those days
Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone
There is a heart that bleeds
Since you’re gone
I’m not the man I used to be

I follow you're steps in the snow
The traces disappear
We know what we’ve lost when it’s gone
I’m wishing you were here

All those lonely nights
I lied on my bed and cried
I still think of you
Yes I do....

Reasons for My Love



I love how we met, that cool summer night
The way you looked, your shirt so tight
I loved our first date, on the back of my bike
I fell for you, holding me tight
I love your smile, and your full lips
When ours meet, heaven in a glimpse
I love your sweetness, how you make me first
You fill my heart, enough to burst
I love watching Conan, with you by my side
Those long summer nights, with never a goodbye
I love how you, are just like me
We belong together, in a house by the sea
I love the look, that you give with grace
Whenever I, wipe the hair from your face
I love you, more than I can say
Always had me wishing, for one more day
I love you, that will never change
If you left, I would derange
I love it when, your hair is a mess
When you’re on top, in a sundress
I love it how, I can put you over the table
And hear you say, that you want to rail
I love you, for everything you are
For the times we spent, together in my car
I love you, cause I know you’ll be here
When I go to sleep, to hold me secure.

I miss You



I love you baby
But you will never know
I never got to tell you
Or let you show

I miss you so much
Words couldn't even say
All the love we had for each other
Will never go away

The day you got in the wreck
You left without me knowing
I didn't know you were gone
You didn't call or write a note showing

I got out of bed
And started looking for you
I couldn't find you no where
I didn't know what to do

I called your cell phone so many times
But you didn't answer me
There was something wrong
But I just couldn't see

About 15 minutes later
Two police men were at my door
Something was wrong I could see it in there eyes
I just felt it more and more

They asked to come inside
I said sure
The news they were about to say
Would hurt me more

They looked me in the eyes
And said sorry but your husband is dead
I didn't know what to say all I know is tears where falling down
No words were said

I thought in my head
Why does this happen to the people that you love
He was the reason I was here
He was my angel sent from up above

I've had a rough time
Ever since that day
Every night I cry myself to sleep
The tears wont go away

Everything comes back
The times that was shared
All the poems you wrote me
I read every night to show how much I cared

Even though your not here with me now
I'll have you in my heart
It's been so hard on me
I'm just torn apart

Baby I love you
And I miss you oh so much
It really hurts bad that I can't say that to you in real life
And to feel your touch

But I always know
That you love me too
And miss me..
Baby I'll soon be with you.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Best Day of My Life..



The moment I saw you,
walk through those double doors,
I felt a strong connection,
From my heart to yours.

It was as if time had stopped,
When my eyes came upon you.
Everything but you and I stood still,
And our relationship had become anew.

I have never felt the way I did,
When you came into my sight.
I have never looked at you the way I had,
On that love-stricken night.

So many thoughts and feelings,
Ran through my mind.
While I frantically searched for a way,
To overcome that nervous time.

Sweat built on my hands,
And also on my face.
My heart was beating faster,
Than its ordinary pace.

Butterflies flew in my stomach,
Excitement circulated through my veins.
Ecstatic yet so shy on that night,
My love for you stood and still remains.

The best day of my life,
So far as I've been living.
You've no idea of what I've received from you,
And to this day you keep on giving.

You're by far the most wonderful girl I've ever met.
Too many qualities and great things about you to name.
I hope we stay together forever,
Because life without you would never be the same.

How I feel for You..



You are beautiful to me in more ways than you can see,
You are always on my mind,
it is obvious that you are the world to me.
From your amazing smile, to the sparkle in your eye,
I don't know how else to say it,
you make me want to be a better guy.
You can think that I am crazy,
and you can think that I am a fool,
But everytime that I am with you, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.
Since the day I set eyes on you, your all that I have been thinking of,
Just take my hand, and I will give you everlasting love.
I do not know how to explain it, I feel I'm losing my mind,
But a girl as wonderful as you, is very hard to find.
You mean a lot to me, and you are special in your own way,
You make me feel good inside, and you light up my day.
In all past relationships all they did was give you pain and harm, but I promise you this,
as long as your with me,I will never do you wrong.
There is nothing more than I would rather do,
than taking the time, and spending it with you.
You make me laugh, and you make me smile, on you God went the extra mile.
There is something special about you that sets you apart,
and when I laid eyes on you, you captured my heart.
I have prayed to God to bring me someone like you,
And once you came into my life, I knew that my wish had come true.
I am in love with you, and you are always on my mind,
I want to say I love you, and I want you forever by my side.

I Love You..



You're my special love beyond compare,
A star shining above the rest,
I desire for you to be aware,
To me you're the absolute best,

I need you near me everyday,
To make my life much better,
I need your soft lips to press against mine,
your soft arms wrapped around me tightly,

I try to find the words,
To express the feeling in my heart,
I try to show you that I care,
but I don't know where to start,

I guess I'll start right here,
and I guess I'll start right now,
I'll tell you that I love you,
and I'll tell you why and how,

You are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing,
You are the one whom I wake up for,
each and every morning,

As I look into your eyes,
It's hard for me to say,
My love and care grows,
With each passing day,

With my heart's passion,
And feelings so true,
I can't help but say,
I'm in love with you,

So, when I say I Love you,
I mean it from the bottom of my heart,
You've healed me when I was so sick,
I believe you're in me, not far apart.

I'll never be with You..



I do not know what to think
I do not know what to do
I am sitting here in tears
Because I will never be with you
I thought you would be the one
To take away my feelings of blue
But now I can see
That I was so truely wrong
I have been thinking a long time
About you and me
But now I can see
That maybe it was never meant to be
Where do I go from here?
What am I meant to think?
I think of you, and shed a tear
As my confidence slowly sinks
I could not care less
About anything other than you right now
I feel such a mess
How did I fall for you so quickly?
Tell me...How?!
You are so perfect in my mind
I do not want no one else but you
But my friends keep telling me
That in time
I will find
Someone new
I do not think I can believe them this time
As I like you so much
I can not help but imagine the wedding bells chime
But you will never have feelings for me like that as such...

Things Untold...



I wish I could say
How much I care for you
But I don't know how
So here's what I'll do

I'll write you a letter
Saying what I've been through
Day after day
Always thinking of you

I don't see you much
But when I do it makes me cry
So I'll write to you
Without a lie

I'll say that I love you
The first line that I write
So you instantly know
At your first sght

I'll say that I dream
I'll say that I fly
And without you
I'd probably die

I'll say that I smile
As I write you the note
I'll say that I wished
I could wear your big coat

I'll say that whenever
I close my eyes
I see you face
It never dies

I'll say that you're perfect
In every possible way
That I wish I could hold you
Every single day

I'll say that I wish
You were here with me
But it's crazy beacuse
I know you can't be

Do you think about me
Or did you forget
The things we had done
And the goals we had set

But after I read
My note once again
I realize I'd never send it
It's a waist of my pen

You'd see it, and read it
Then throw it away
You don't care anymore
To yourself you would say

I stare at my paper
With a sad pout
The shred it to peices
And throw it out

My Tears...



You'd say baby I love you
I'd say I love you too...
I liked it when you called me baby
but now I need someone to save me
from the misery
the sleepless nights
the pain
of a broken heart
of a lost soul
I don;t know what to do anymore
I am so lost without you
My love was real
I'm thinking yours was fake
I would never have hurt you
the way you hurt me
I would never have made you cry
the way you made me cry
I would never have made you cry
as many times you made me
I cry almost every night now
I wish I had saved all those tears
that you made me cry
so I can drown you in them
I wish I had you
I wish I had someone to hold me
the way you held me
I wish I had someone to kiss me
the way you kissed me
I wish I had someone to make me feel special
the way you made me feel special
I wish I had someone to make me feel beautiful
the way you made me feel beautiful
the way you told me I was beautiful
am I not beautiful now?
am I not special now?
am I not kissable now?
am I not holdable now?
I wish so many things
My biggest wish is you
I wish all these things
The only wish I want to come true is you
It's dissapointing
I know I can't have you
But I wish I had you
I have had you in the past
but i screwed up
I made no effort
I love you so much
All I need is your touch
I can't get your touch
and can't have you
The last time you touched me
You hit me
whether you were playing or not
your last touch was when you hit me
the love
the pain
they say dont cry because its over
smile because it happened
but I'm not smiling
I'm crying
I cry tonight

If I could...



If I could turn and walk away,
And start all over again..
I can forget I ever knew you,
I could live in a world of pretend.

But everytime I open my eyes,
It's back to reality.
Things I've tried to forget,
Are back again with me.

I could go through life,
Never saying your name.
I could live each day..
Looking for a place to lay the blame.

I could feel bitter,
For the way things turned out.
But I choose not to be,
That's not what I'm about.

I could forever long for you,
And this I'll probably do.
If only I could've touched your face..
At least one dream would've come true.

I could say I hate you,
But it would be a lie.
I could wish I'd never met you,
So I'd never had a sad goodbye.

But no matter the tears,
The aches I felt inside,
I still can't regret knowing you,
My feelings I've never denied.

I chose to remember you,
The way you were with me.
Things you said and felt..
I hold in loving memory.

Even though it was a heartache,
Only waiting to begin,
What I experienced with you...
Was the best place I've ever been.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Sweet Love...



I have emotions for this girl,
She really makes my mind twirl,
She plays with my heart,
Worse than a Sweet-Tart,
My heart tells me to adore,
But my eyes want more,

I wish I could be with her,
But me not being with her is a disaster,
We play so many games,
And call each other sweet names,
We're always talking to each other,
But not the way I would talk to my mother,

Hopefully some day we will be,
When that happens you will be with me,
These are just thoughts of me and you,
But some day it will be true,
This is something I can guaranty,
Because then I'll live in serenity,

This poem is suppose to show true love,
Kind of like a single flying white dove,
When I'm writing this,this is what I think of,
Its love, love, and even more love,
You are my whole world and everything in it,
Without you the worlds just an endless pit...

Just You..



Forever takes me by a minute,
While I'm here with you.
I'm falling even more in love,
With everything you do.
Hold me in your arms,
Look deep into my eyes,
Don't turn away and let me go,
Don't ever tell me lies.
I swear I'll never let you go,
I'll always hold On Tight
I'll carry On Day And Night

There aren't enough hours,
In each passing day,
To find all the words,
I wish I could say.
Your kiss will last forever,
Your touch forever warm.
You'll guide me to the sunlight,
And shield me from the storm.
This is what I'm saying,
With everything that's true,
I swear on my life,
That I really do love you.

My Memories about You...



I have been thinking of you,
And the way you make me feel.
I'm getting scared now
Cause these feelings feel so real,
I've always felt it,
But it's never been this strong
I cannot fall now
I've got to hold on.
When my eyes are on you
It's so hard to look away.
When its time too leave you
I so badly want to stay.
I want to tell you
What's running through my head
But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,
Cause I want nothing to jeopardize
The friendship that we created over the years,
And I don't want to be left
Heartbroken and in tears.
I want you to know how I feel,
And that I mean it, sometimes
I just want to scream it, its real.
These words have been bottled up inside
They explain the feelings I hide
And the failed times I've tried.
I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,
Thinking of ways,
Don't know where to begin.
Deeply confused,
Don't know what to do,
I'll just leave it be, wait and see,
It will happen if it's meant to be.
I have your friendship,
But I really want your heart
This is tearing me apart;
I don't know what to do
I just want to be with you,
Make you happy and make you smile.
Though times I cant see you for a while,
Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.
It's hard to know you're with someone else
When all I want is you here with me,
I want to show you what this could be;
I don't want to tell you
I want you to just open up your eyes and see.
I want you to feel it,
The feelings that I feel,
I really want to show them,
These feelings are so real.
But I can't show you,
I probably never will because
I want to walk, but your standing still.
These are the feelings inside of me,
That are locked away
Waiting to be free,
Drowning my heart in misery.

Kissing the Rain..



I was miserable and paining
And waiting for you, for sure
Thinking now that you'll be coming
We'll be together like before

Without doubt, you came
But with a misunderstanding
Throwing on me, the blame
Of someone elses planning

You gave no time to explain
Just turned and walked away
Leaving me in this anguish again
Once more; feelings going astray

Now I'm standing here
Within all the sorrow
Wishing there were another
Life I could borrow

But even then I wonder
If you would still do the same
Leaving me in this weather
Making me endure all the shame

That I dont really deserve
But you want me to feel
Threatening the immortal love;
You've brutally tried to kill

Drops are now drenching me
So I'm kissing the rain
For all I could wish it to be
Your forgiveness washing away the pain

Its Her Story...



She was beautiful
Everyone told her so
And she loved him
But she couldn't let him know

She had a boyfriend
And he didn't care
He hit her
To leave him she didn't dare

So she went on through high school
With this same guy
he would beat her and throw her around
But never would she cry

Where did that bruise come from
Her friends would ask
I fell down the stairs
And that cut's from the glass

They believed all of her excuses and her lies
That's everyone except this one other guy
He Had loved her ever since the seventh grade
Ever since he saw her at that Christmas parade

He wanted to help her but want could he do
He had to save her she was really getting hurt
The guy pushed her around
He treated her like dirt

He went to her house
And knocked on the door
He looked in the window
And saw blood on the floor

He heard him yell
So he twisted the knob
He couldn't get in
He could hear her sob

He called the police
They got there fast
They opened the door
He let out a gasp

There she was
Sprawled out on the floor
He couldn't bear to look
But wait there's more

There was a funeral
The very next day
He wanted to attend
But what could he say

He took a seat
In the very last row
He loved her so much
She just didn't know

There was a note found under her bed
He had no idea
All kinds of thoughts flew in his head

"My boyfriend hits me
But what can I do.."
"And there's this really sweet guy..
I wish he liked me
But he has no clue."

Let me Trust You..



Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A guy sent from above
So I’m gonna trust you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
‘Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t too strong
I’m putting my life in your hands
Now it’s all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you forever and always
Just like I was at the start...

Maybe only Today



Sitting beside you, staring into your eyes
My stomach does a flip and my heart cries
I don't think I should be feeling, like I am today
Because every time you touch me, our love just melts away
I know you'd do anything, to keep me by your side
But I'm not feeling the same, and I don't know why
It used to be that every time you touched me I felt like flying
But today I'm feeling strange...I feel like our love is dying
So the hardest part now, is for me to figure out
If today will last forever, or am I just having doubts
Saying goodbye will be too hard, I already know
I have already figured out that its hard to let people go
I guess you could call me confused, because its obvious that I must be
I guess I could wait for you, but I'd only be hurting me
So until you're in my shoes, and know just how I feel
Don't call me crazy,because you don't know the deal
I just want you to get the picture, that its my heart to break
And if I've done the wrong thing, then I'll learn from my mistake
So I'm trying my hardest, I'm going to say goodbye
Its hurts for me to keep it in, but it hurts to see you cry
So once again, here I am, not knowing what to do
I don't want to hurt me, but it seems worse to be hurting you
so I guess I'll just hold on, I'll try to keep it in
Maybe this feeling I have today, wont ever come again.

Just Because of You..



I mistook by trying to ameliorate,
I tried to listen to you the best I can.
As for school, sometime I ran late,
Just by attempting to be your last man.

I ran out of time when we're talking.
I can't discern mentally days & nights.
I think more than twice before acting,
Just to avoid depressions and fights.

I rarely interact with my best friend,
Just to win nothing, but your faithfulness,
And not to bring about a tragic end
To our relationship in good success.

I am an ardent admirer,
Who's trying to get you attention,
And, often, a good inqirer,
Who's trying to get a special mention.

I knew, I disobeyed sometime,
Not to loose you, but to keep you.
I'm proud of the fact I've done no crime
And I've done all of them because of you!

Patience



Your words vibrate through my soul
Awakenings and racing thoughts on the go
My heart has been hit
You need to know

My friends flash warnings
Love and concern casts their doubts
How could I know
They steer me away

In the shadows I stay
Not letting go
My mind has lost control
I just don't know

Ulterior motives
Player on the move
All possibilities
What do I have to lose

I voice my fears
Heart already shakes and quivers
You listen and feel
"Patience" you reveal

I'm scared
I'm excited
I'm anxious
I'm delighted

Emotions unlocked
I let you in
Feelings enhanced
There's no return

Your words sing to me
Time soars by
I'm entranced by you
Pure laughter and joy

I feel a great loss
When we're unable to talk
I can never get enough
You've become a part of me

I follow my heart
It's all I can do
Time will tell
If our love is true

"Patience" you say
Patient I will be
Shutting out
The voices surrounding me.