Where do I start ?
I don't even remember
I guess it all started
Way back in November...
Things got really close
Way way too fast
But i hoped in my heart
That it would always last...
But deep down inside me
Was a voice to be heard
A voice screaming at me
Saying it was absurd...
Telling me I was crazy
Telling me I was wrong
Telling me it wouldn't last
Wouldn't last for very long...
And the more the voice grew
The more I pushed it away
Because in my fragile heart
I wanted to believe you would stay...
but the voice wasn't lying,
It knew what was right
But I tried to believe in you
I tried with all my might...
Then I woke up one morning
Expecting the best day I've had in years,
But to my surprise
The day would end in tears
I told myself it was over
And that I was OK !
But deep down inside
There were things I had to say...
...I want you
...I miss you
...I love you
...I need you
Those are the things
I wanted you to see
But i knew in my heart
That we could never be
But that didn't matter to me
Because I couldn't stop my desire
Because when you broke my heart
You left me with a fire...
It started out as a flicker
Maybe even a small flame
But I knew that soon to come
My feelings would be down the drain...
But that wasn't the case
Not in the least bit
The flame kept growing
And I feel like burning in it...
And when you look at me now
Every time I pass by,
Your eyes look empty
And I don't even know why !
Why do you like me today ?
Why won't you like me tomorrow ?
Why do you fill my life with joy ?
Why do you fill my life with sorrow ?
I just wish things could be simple
Like they used to be
So close to one another
Not caring whose there to see.
Like when I used to look into your eyes
Your eyes so beautiful blue
And all I wanted to do forever
Was to sit there holding you...
I wish you were still my baby
The one that I adore
But now it just seems
Like we are no more...
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